ED COMPENSATORY FANTASY a fantasy that seeks to compensate for the injuries done to our collective egos as African people in this particular instance We tend to think of children as mainly being involved in a great deal of fantasy but we must recognize that fantasies are things that are with us throughout our lives and even we as adults are guided by very power fantasies Although there are a number of types of fantasies and a number of ways that fantasies serve us both positively and negatively we’re primarily concerned with what I call Compensatory Fantasies These types of fantasies RETARD OUR GROWTH and DESTROY OUR GENIUS as African people Fantasies are perceived as EGO DEFENSE MECHANISMS that’s the means through which we try to defend ourselves against Disappointment Failure Threat Stress Anxiety Fear etc These emotions are highly upsetting and unpleasant and certainly we try to bring them to an end as soon as we possibly can We’ve mental means by which we try reduce their intensity or to eliminate them completely Some of the methods we use are methods that rely on the distortion or denial of reality of deceiving or lying to ourselves backing away or retreating into our imagination or into dreamland imagining the world to be what it is not living under the influence of wishful thinking and “hope” All of which would not prepare individualsgroups to see reality for what it is but to psychologically escape it This is basically what we mean when we talk about ego defense mechanisms They ego defense mechanisms are designed to MESSAGE OUR EGOS and TO REDUCE THE PAIN but NOT TO SOLVE THE PROBLEMS that CAUSE THE PAIN TO OUR EGOS on both an individual and collective basis This means that while we may feel no pain the disease that’s destroying us will continue to eat us alive And ultimately we may suffer death and damnation even though we might feel good Many of the “remedies” we see in the drug stores and prescribed by pharmaceutical establishments are symptomatic pain relievers they “relieve” the symptoms of the disease without curing the disease itself In this sense ego defense mechanisms are pain relievers they soothe us but the disease and problems racism domination exploitation dependency victimization estrangement “powerlessness” etc that are the cause of our pain persist and may eventually destroy us Fantasies then are one of the major means by which we seek to soothe our egos and relieve our pains We regularly use ego defense mechanisms such as fantasies because they conveniently and often effectively soften our sense of failures reduce conflicting thoughts feelings emotions etc they alleviate anxiety and they help us to maintain our feelings of competence and worth However irrespective of the escape into fantasy and momentary feelings of relief reality continues to be what it is To a significant degree many African Americans responded to the articulations of Dr Martin Luther King Jr particularly the one where he talked of our assimilation with white Americans where he talked about little white and black boys and little white and black girls holdings hands and those other related fantasies he spoke to our collective fantasy A fantasy where we assumed DISASTROUSLY! that we could get over our pain grounded in European oppressionterrorism as a people by merging with our enemies We like abuse children in general while being abused were made to think that our abused by whites American and otherwise is the result of our color and who we wereare as blacksAfricans and not the result of the insane whitesEuropeans who wereare doing the abusing When we are being abused those people abusing us always seek to convince us that our pain is the result of us being different from them and that if we were just like them become willful dependents caricatures flunkies “self-imposed” subordinates other-directed self-defeating alienated ANTI-AFRICAN and simply walk talk dress name ourselves believe practice identify etc like them we wouldn’t suffer Consequently we’ve some and in other cases many among us who’ve tragically accepted been conditioned the misconception that them and other Africans have and continue to suffer from the pain and madness that Europeans have represented over the past five or so centuries and persist to represent today who’re too quick to say “THEY DID IT TO ME BECAUSE I’M BLACK” This means that we leave those Europeans who persecute and exploit us in all kinds of ways to appear to be “normal” innocent and it’s only our skin color our “blacknessAfricanness” that’s the source of our pains and problems not Europeans' well-documented psychopathology We can recognize this warped operational outlook among many of us when we proudly scream that we want to be just like Europeans who’ve enslaved lynched continue to kill exploit dominate and discriminate against us And we even desire for our children to go to school with and be mainly instructed by Europeans who’ve done and remain doing all these genocidal things against us centuries in occurrence Thus thoughtlessly self-deceptively and self-destructively exclaiming “WELL I WANT MY CHILD TO BE JUST LIKE THEM!” This unmistakably speaks to the depth of our own distorted minds ALIENATION and fantasies IDENTIFICATION WITH THE AGGRESSOR However it’s understandable to a certain degree when we’ve been convinced effectively conditioned EUROPEANIZED that we’re suffering because we’re different then we wish to end our suffering by trying not to be different by trying to convincing the European abusers and even the larger world not to see us as black whatever shade or form or African whatever cultural variation although we’re realistically blackAfrican We further attempt to convince them Europeans and others to see us as some kind of abstraction that we’re not flesh and blood who are dark skin brown skin and so forth that we’re not flesh and blood with our lips noses hair and so forth we’re just a man a woman an American or whatsoever convenient yet dissociating disuniting and self-defeating politico-socioeconomic label trying to win the favors of others by “shedding” or disregarding any intrinsic African traits physical psychological cultural social religious etc We want them Europeans and others to act as if they’re incapable of seeing color and discriminating along color lines in the world particularly our “blackness or Africanness” Ultimately on a deeper psychological level some of us then hope to even merge into them Europeans and sometimes almost anything though of as non-African to become one with them…TO NO LONGER EXIST AS AND BE PERCEIVED AS BLACKAFRICAN! And surely many seek to no longer be perceived as being distinct from other ethnocultural groups specifically whitesEuropeans In a sense many of us in our rush to alleviate our pain wish to become invisible and to commit psychological and biological suicide to deny ourselves and deny our African identity As is implied yet repeatedly ardently denied this is very much a dangerous fantasy that is essentially constructed out of the desire to escape our “blacknessAfricanness” and to further win the benefits of white society and European so-called civilization which Europeans are exceptionally keenly aware thereof and exploits it time and time again mercilessly This is a deadly fantasy a compensatory fantasy AND IT’S BOUND TO FAIL SELF-DESTRUCT! Even if it had the slightest chance of being achieved what people who have any pride in themselves who have love for themselves would want to disappear in the eyes of other people and want to disappear in their own eyes? What level of SELF-HATRED and SELF-ALIENATION must exist in us as Africans that we’ll want to see our lot disappear in this world? What self-hatred and self-alienation would have us overlook reality? If you think that racismwhite domination is the major basis for conflict in the world you couldn’t be more wrong The dream of some coffee-colored people escape into amalgamation multiracialism wouldn’t end your pain or victimization In South Africa they’ve a group of coffee-colored people but they were placed in another category by chiefly self-serving whites who constantly work to divide African peoples through limitless schemes especially the politics of identity for self-seeking means and disassociating blacks forever working to “distinguish” and distance themselves from the oppressed African masses to win the favor of others specifically whitesEuropeans They call them colored and so the society is left still stratified along color lines and further creating a divide that in the final analysis helps to maintain the European minority domination of yet another supposed African society particularly economically Additionally if you know anything about genetics it would be hundreds of thousands of years before you get a “milk colored race” through willful efforts of amalgamation with whitesnon-Africans Though in the meantime you would have the various shades of color from light to dark And knowing mankind he would use those shades as a basis for establishing domination and even when the shades disappear they will be class culture religion etc We’ve races of people today who you can hardly tell apart who have the same genetic basis but still have a reason to fight and kill each other either reasons of religion class history or whatever You shall not escape pain by trying to escape psychologically or physically into your white master and to merge amalgamate with the white man AVOID CONFRONTATION IN REGAINING YOUR POWER OF SELF-DETERMINATION! You mind as well face the reality THE ULTIMATE WAY TO GET RID OF PAIN IS TO GET RID OF ITS CAUSE NOT HIDING AND TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM IT! – Dr Amos Wilson 1993 Meme

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